Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Hurtling Towards the Unknown

I have one more year of high school, and then Ill be graduating.
I feel like this all the time. Sometimes I think I know what I want to do with my life- Journalism! No, psychology! Wait, I want to work with children! Teaching?- but when I think about it too much, I don't want to do any of those things. I end up right where I started: with no idea what I'm going to do with my life. And that scares me. Sometimes I wish graduation would just HURRY UP AND GET HERE so I can know what the hell is going to happen. But sometimes I wish it would stay far, far away, because who's to say graduation will bring any clarity? Even though I know everyone goes through this same thing, it still makes me feel so alone. I wish I knew what was going to happen with my life. Maybe Id be able to sleep better.

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