Not Quite

This is not true. I am in no way very happy with who I am today.

But you know what? I am very happy with that. Because that means that I still want to improve who I am. I don't mean looks wise- I don't want to improve my wardrobe or my hair (even though I do need to). I want to improve myself mentally and emotionally and therefore make myself a better person. I want to be able to listen to my own thoughts without feeling a twinge of guilt or self hatred every few minutes. I want to be able to look in the mirror in the morning and think, No matter what happens today, I will still be able to come home, look myself in the eye in this mirror, and love myself for who I am and what Ive done. I know that I am still years and years away from ever achieving that, but I know it will happen. I just have to take it one day at a time. One very-unhappy-with-who-I-am-most-of-the-time day at a time.